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  • 8532.i'm lost again.

    What a shame we all became,
    Such fragile broken things...

    It makes me wonder how,
    So many people wander through
    Lost and empty

    It makes me think about,
    Why I cannot find the answer
    To the reasons why

    Eight months ago we had that fire
    That love that I envy
    I thinks its gone,
    And I cant bring it back,
    Because I cannot make you happy.

    As the world crumbles to our feet,
    We look for the light,
    To make things whole again,
    But the hole in my chest is gaping wide,
    A breeze blows through it,
    But right now,
    You're not here to patch it over.

    I guess Ive had this coming,
    Guess I always loose the race,
    Sorry for the way I am,
    But I am starting to feel a bit ran over.
    Instructions on how to act,
    Do not fix the broken,
    It drives them in a robot direction.

    Tell you this,
    Act like that,
    A mask is easy,
    But I have let you in,
    You just cannot see that,
    So putting my mask back on,
    Is harder than it sounds.

    I don't know if I can be who you want me to be.
  • B.O.S

    It's starry outside,
    Middle of December
    It's warm with you by my side
    And if we happen to fall,
    We'll fall knowing it all
    Smiling eyes
    So much for last good-byes
    No need to think twice
    We'll forever be entwined
    Your hand as it holds mine
    A lingering kiss
    A smirk, a slip into pure bliss
    Ignited in my chest
    The way I feel, it can't be missed
    No more last second regrets
    I love the heat, of your body next to me
    We can lay in bed forever
    And with the ocean of our hearts
    We'll stay in eternity
    My blanket of security

  • (610)I.Feel.You.Regardless.

    Sitting Still, A moment suspended
    Forgetting more, every time you cry
    Isolated as you fall

    Why is it so hard for you to breathe
    When the oxygen is choking me
    A still frame picture, left over in the ashes
    Of what caught flame, you put it out too fast

    Don't erase me, as you bury yourself alive
    Ignore your truths, if it helps you sleep at night
     A letter that, used to be addressed to you
    The seal ripped open, but the page remains blank

    She spoke too soon, the past is already gone
    No pieces left to find
    No fairy tales left in mind

    Why is it so hard for you to breathe
    When the oxygen is choking me
    A still frame picture, left over in the ashes
    Of what caught flame, you put it out too fast

    Just remember my face
    When you lock yourself away
  • Lay in Ashes

    Current mood:sympathetic

    The windows crashed
    With glass flying everywhere
    Just like my fragile heart
    That you didn't handle with care
    I know this house
    We called our home
    Lays in Ashes
    It burned long ago

    The last drag of the cigarette
    The cancer in your chest
    You lost control again
    Couldn't say no
    When the needle hit the vein
    You lost yourself
    In the shit hole of what you think you are
    The person I once knew
    Strung out and on death row
    You're so pathetic now
    Shaking for your high
    You've burnt down just like our home
    Your soul it dies
    It lays in Ashes

    Sad stories written on the walls
    That used to stand with dignity
    You are no more
    The ashtray of your nothingness
    Black holes where your eyes used to burn bright
    A cough and a gasp
    Where your laugh used to hold life
    Losing weight, you've lost your fire
    Another line for you, Another year wasted
    Passed out on another random couch
    Your heart it stops
    It lays in Ashes

    Remember my best friend?
    She's gone in a blur of yesterday,
    It breaks my heart,
    It makes me cry
    As you bruise your other arm
    Barely existent
    Sweet dreams in your toxic sleep
    Another day tomorrow
    On the search for another drug
    Anything to pass the time
    You are so weak
    So gone, so Far
    You fall for the last time,
    One last tear runs down your cheek,
    Your beauty wasted,
    Your trial ends,
    You ran too fast,
    You lay in Ashes



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