fuck everyone. Im sick of being crucified because of my overestimated friendship choices and poor judgement. Im sick of being let down and spit on. Laughed at for caring too much. Well fuck you. I promise from now on to not only expect too much but to not expect anything. Not. A. Goddamn. Fucking. Thing. Ill no longer fret over you. Fuck the fact that it takes me forever to build up trust and confidence in the few people and most dont even give a shit. But most of all, fuck me for caring in the first place. And to build up so much stock in people that matter to me. Ill miss the Reverend. Ill miss the person i thought you were. The person id hoped against hope that you were when ive seen you at your worst. Id always forgiven you. Been there for you when no one else could give a shit less. So yeah, i care a LOT about a television show. And no doubt the Used will always come over you. But never again will i regret that. Or feel disappointed in myself for it. Fuck you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.
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